Can i stop?

I'm sick of gettin hurt, i'm tired of being sorry. i'm tryin to stop everythin but i can't. You're still in my heart. i can't get you out. the longer we together the more i hurt. i can't feel your love anymore. when you told me that you love me, i doubt. you changed, you're not the person i once met. i believe that you would't hurt me LAST TIME. but now you did it. you hurt me well. can i stop lovin you?

愛太痛

吃不能吃 睡不能睡

沒有了你 全都不對

我都學不會 把愛敷衍

用笑容來把眼淚催眠

笑不能笑 哭不敢哭

人不像人 鬼不像鬼

朋友都說這 不過失戀

但我卻連呼吸都膽怯

能不能不愛了 因為愛太痛了

我痛得快死了 卻無法把你忘了

能不能不愛了 愛情它太痛了

我痛得快死了 卻無法把愛割舍

我不能睡

吃不能吃 睡不能睡

沒有了你 全都不對

我都學不會 把愛敷衍

用笑容來把眼淚催眠

能不能不愛了 因為愛太痛了

我痛得快死了 卻無法把你忘了

能不能不愛了 愛情它太痛了

我不能夠 不能夠不愛了

能不能不愛了 因為愛太痛了

我痛得快死了 卻無法把你忘了

能不能不愛了 愛情它太痛了

我不能夠 不能夠不愛了

吃不能吃 睡不能睡

Time Flies.

Time flies people changed and we're gettin better now. Hope everythin is gonna be fine. and Yay! Its Febraury guys. chinese new year, valentine, am gonna shop for my clothes again. Heh, valentine's gift. so much to do with money. *faint. i'm havin my off day again today. YAY!!! shopping spree. Hee and know what dad days gonna take me to Shanghai on the March. It's coming soon! Woohoo.

IMISSYOU.

It's been a night we argued. Its this the end of us i wonder. I made you down. we both fall apart. I love you you knew it from the begginin. i know i would never found a person like you anymore. Never! I'd given you all my love all my time & everythin to you. and i'll never wanna take it all back. cause you're the only one for me. we'd spend 1 year & 4 months together. it's not long but it's not short too. we'd gone through every toughness. but we're gettin more and more far apart instead. we once very happy but till now everything seems different? Sighs. i just wanna be happy being with you. thats all i want. can we go back to when we once met? :(

Off day

Having my Off day today.
Nothing much to do at home.
effing tired pls.
Am watchin Alvin and the chipmunks 2 now.
and guess what, peanut butter and toast for breakfast.
Zzz.
& you can see how bored am i now stayin at home cus P is not with me now.
Arrgggg!!!

Time flies.

It's almost end of January. Time seriously flies ok. Zzz. And soon gonna leave for my studies. Pathetic pls. gonna leave my family, friends, and the most important, i'm gonna leave Her here. Sighs. CNY is near. am looking forward it. Heh. Ang Pau mah. lol. Nothin much to update actually. but yeah, watched The Spy Next Door with her that day. Not as good as i thought la. Zzz. still ok je la. Went to T.O.S = Taste of South yesterday night with Her. after that went Jusco again. i'm at Jusco everyday yet still go after work. Zzz. went Padini cus member card day i guess. bought few clothes la. Cheap giler! After that Station 1 again. Seriously tired ahh. Zzz. tomorrow is my off day. so am gonna sleep for whole day. *slap me pls. Haa :)



feel like sleepin now.

Bored Zzz

i'm havin my off day today. i'm effing bored now. Wth. i got no plan for today. du9lan pls. Sighs. Any plan? Zzz. i don't wanna stay at home pls.

If our love was a fairytale?

The title above kinda speechless right? i wonder why love doesn't same as those fairytales that we used to watch or read when we're young? I wonder if our love was a fairytale? does true love still exist or they never exist before? Eventually, there're no fairytale's love and there're no forever and ever's stuffs. There're no such things as so called *they- live -happily- ever- after*. If its really exist i won't be sufferin like shit right now. why must people linger to our past? Sighs. i'm so lost right now. Darn!

Back.

Time square

lol

old picha. now only got to upload

Hey, yea. i'm back to my safe and sound hometown-Ipoh. Kl really crowded even there's not any public holidays. Pack giler lo. Went to Bukit Bintang. Sungei Wang, time square... shop till i drop. Tyen is with me too. luckilly she's the one who help me take all my stuffs. Heh. Crowded pls. Zzz many to shop. not enough yet, so am gonna go again next month. :)

Levis.

8 of us.